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Why do I even try anymore? I feel like Taylor Swift..only I'm not tall and blonde. I just have terrible fucking luck I guess. This is stupid. There's so much shit going on right now.. and I'm completely alone. I've always been alone. Literally my whole life. My childhood consisted of me being in my room alone. No friends, no sleepovers... nothing... maybe that's just how my life is.
My inactivity
This year has had its ups and downs. I finally got my GED after being fucked over by my high school. I got engaged..but he ended up cheating on me 2 months later. Shit happens. Life happens. Not many people are on this site anymore, either. But im too timid and insecure about my art to post on Instagram. It took me a while to even touch my sketchbook because all I ever drew was my ex and I. But im getting back into things.
Doubts
I'm really starting to dislike my art. The style is wrong and always changing...and my hands are unsteady and shaky...so no lines are how i want them to be....i always swear to myself that i'm done trying...but then i find myself doodling on my school papers.
Artblock
Suffering from severe writer and art block. this sucks. i dont just want to work on faces, i want to improve on full body drawings. especially hands and feet. ugh.
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Please don't be like that! Life doesn't have to be with sleepovers, and I'm
pretty sure you have friends! I haven't had any sleepovers, parties for any sorts,
but still, that doesn't mean you're all alone! Look, your teachers are your friends,
people on here, you're not alone, so snap out of it, there is no such thing as
'Life sucks', you don't have to try, you just do it! You don't even have to be a
celebrity! Life isn't about fame, wealth or anything like that, just enjoy life!
pretty sure you have friends! I haven't had any sleepovers, parties for any sorts,
but still, that doesn't mean you're all alone! Look, your teachers are your friends,
people on here, you're not alone, so snap out of it, there is no such thing as
'Life sucks', you don't have to try, you just do it! You don't even have to be a
celebrity! Life isn't about fame, wealth or anything like that, just enjoy life!